Can i get it all back?

That constant hye-s
That , your beautiful smiles
That restless nights
Can i get it all back?

I know i messed it
I miss that long talks
Longing like adventurous walks
Can I get it all back?

I never imagined in my life
That all these will vanish
Like things that perish
But it happened
Unlike I imagined
Trying to grasp it all
I am just regretting my fall
And here i am
Missing you every moment fam!

I dont have more to speak
But just ..
Can i get it all back?

It hurts..

And sometimes i think how i have lost you
How we used to talk from midnight hour till morning dew
How it seems like ages since i have seen that spark in your eyes
How i have managed to see the hidden truth behind them which lies

How badly i miss your "hye"
But all i can do is just sigh
I wish if i could say you just last time
That how much it hurts me that you are no longer mine...

I wonder....

Sometimes I wonder
So you think of me?
Acknowledging my existence
In the world we see

Is your perspective
As same as mine?
Finding out time
From six to nine.

Seeing you beside
I forgot to speak
Jumbling my words
Too weak to speak

Is your situation
As same as mine?
Feeling like stuck
On a edge of pine...

It feels..

And may be its a pure attraction
I dont know how i can bear so much seperation

You dont know how i have lost my dreams
Its you everywhere , that all seems
I have lost my sensation
Just way to your heart will be the right direction

I dont know how it feels to think everytime about you
In a hope to just get a few metres close beside you
How I have managed to see a seperate fairy world with you in my dream
Where you "too" want to be my queen

For the last time..

And i wish if for the last time

Could we meet up

Could I just see that spark in your eyes

Where my whole world lies...

And I wish if for the last time

Could I hold your hand

And stare at stars in the night

Just all in our sight...

And I wish if for the last time

Could you just turn around

And i can see your smile

Drawing me close even from a mile...

And I wish if for the last time

Could I say it to you

That I want your smile forever

And if we could be together...

                                    ~Kartik

And sometimes

And sometimes

I think that where i failed to get your love bae

When i loved you to moon and back and you simply betray

I still dream of you at day and night

Imagining to see you from every sight

And sometimes

I think how i am so much attracted to you

And how you have never failed to make me close to you drew

How have I end up seeing you in my arms

Your beauty is it what makes me charms

And sometimes

I think how i have been broken up into pieces

And how i have managed to find you in that every piece  

And i have lost you in love as my friend

That i am afraid of losing myself every day in the end.....

 And if I could tell you

That how much i admire your beautiful sight

And how badly i miss you at the hour of midnight

How I have longed to write you for so long

And the way i have woven the words for you in a song

And if i could tell you

How good I feel beside you

Its like luckier than all the luckiest people who are for you

And i don’t call it a day

When i don’t get to see you my bae

If I could never get to say goodbye to you

And i want you to know that i never want to