If i could tell you

If i could tell you

How badly I love you

My whole world lies in you

How your single compliment brings a smile on my face

I just keep thinking about it for long days

If I could tell you

How often i remember you in a day

Just want to weave in words what my heart say

How my heart skips a beat when i see you

Its too difficult too sleep that night without thinking about you

If I could tell you

How it feels to accept it

That you don’t want to be mine

How you just don’t like me

When i have set the world with you in front of me

               

First time

The first time I saw you
You wont knew
You had my sight
Witheld by might
And then I saw your smile
Just looked like a loaded missile

I wondered why
If anytime
Will you walk?
Will you talk?
Beside me
For the first time

Asking you out
That weird shout
More than friends I said
But you refused breaking my heart bled
For the first time

But still i accept it
Anyhow still with a guilt
My first time...

Can i get it all back?

That constant hye-s
That , your beautiful smiles
That restless nights
Can i get it all back?

I know i messed it
I miss that long talks
Longing like adventurous walks
Can I get it all back?

I never imagined in my life
That all these will vanish
Like things that perish
But it happened
Unlike I imagined
Trying to grasp it all
I am just regretting my fall
And here i am
Missing you every moment fam!

I dont have more to speak
But just ..
Can i get it all back?

It hurts..

And sometimes i think how i have lost you
How we used to talk from midnight hour till morning dew
How it seems like ages since i have seen that spark in your eyes
How i have managed to see the hidden truth behind them which lies

How badly i miss your "hye"
But all i can do is just sigh
I wish if i could say you just last time
That how much it hurts me that you are no longer mine...

I wonder....

Sometimes I wonder
So you think of me?
Acknowledging my existence
In the world we see

Is your perspective
As same as mine?
Finding out time
From six to nine.

Seeing you beside
I forgot to speak
Jumbling my words
Too weak to speak

Is your situation
As same as mine?
Feeling like stuck
On a edge of pine...

It feels..

And may be its a pure attraction
I dont know how i can bear so much seperation

You dont know how i have lost my dreams
Its you everywhere , that all seems
I have lost my sensation
Just way to your heart will be the right direction

I dont know how it feels to think everytime about you
In a hope to just get a few metres close beside you
How I have managed to see a seperate fairy world with you in my dream
Where you "too" want to be my queen

For the last time..

And i wish if for the last time

Could we meet up

Could I just see that spark in your eyes

Where my whole world lies...

And I wish if for the last time

Could I hold your hand

And stare at stars in the night

Just all in our sight...

And I wish if for the last time

Could you just turn around

And i can see your smile

Drawing me close even from a mile...

And I wish if for the last time

Could I say it to you

That I want your smile forever

And if we could be together...

                                    ~Kartik