She was one of the most beautiful things happened to me
I remember, back then.. how beautiful those days used to be
But maybe beautiful things are those which don't last forever
And so two of us couldn't remain together..

Maybe if it could happen again
To love you more , but this time not in vain
It wasn't easy to let you go all like this
When for me , you were such a bliss..

I wish if we could be made of same star dust again
Not again to be lost in this universe
But to be alive together in each other's love...

I don't know why

But still my head murmurs your name

My heart still echoes the same

And for you, I still get so much insane

Sometimes I think i should just leave

But only i know how I did make my love stories weave

How can i just let go someone

Who told me once that we will never be done..

I wish if we could sail in ocean of love again

Not again to hit the shore

But to drown in each other's love lot more than before...

Maybe....

Maybe our love came too close to happiness
Just like a sky about to be dipped in rainbow's colorfulness
But instead dissolved into dark black sky of nothingness...

Maybe I still feel, our stars can align
As I can see that how beautifully they will shine
I know its not worth to wait for someone, for so long
But worth for whom you think, can walk with you forever along...

But I want our love to meet
As I have realized from sunsets that,
All endings don't make you sad
Just like, how all meetings don't come to an end...

I know its been a long time
That for you, my poems are making a rhyme
I think I am not waiting anymore
I know the wave I am waiting for , will never come to the shore
But loving you keeps 'our' love alive
In my own fairytale, where we together live a happy life..

I still smile seeing your photograph
Our chats still make me laugh
The only thing that makes me sad
How it now feels like it never happened
Like how the sun sets to make a silent night
Same like your heart beats which I used to hear are now quiet....

Just you...

I still want our stars to align
I could see how beautifully they will shine
I think I will keep trying
Because I just want you to be mine

I think of you everyday
So that in my heart you will forever stay
I know it's not worth to wait for so long
But much worth for whom you think, can walk with you forever along..

Just you...

Your name still makes smile appear on my face
And your nature is the only thing which still keeps me most amaze
Despite being so apart,
Your voice still echoes in my heart

I don't know how I could just move on from you
When my whole world moves around you
My pen will keep bleeding the words for you
Maybe this is the only way to be with you
Because you know what
I will be still loving you a lot...

My love for you

My love for you has no reason
It doesn't wait to bloom in spring season
It still waits for our stars to meet
It still waits for our hearts to together beat..

I still crave to be part of that constellation
Maybe for just once you can be part of same owing to my attraction
I still crave for you to be mine
Maybe for once, can u tell me will it be all fine?

After all, still..

A whole part of you still resides in me

I can feel it inside me, but cant see

Your sweet voice still captures my heart

Despite being miles apart,

you still form my heart's integral part

I still remember you much often in a day

There is nothing I can forgot about you, my bae

My pen bleeds the same feelings for you

My heart still writes same 'poem' , not any new..

..

And there were times when 

I used to walk through your house street

My heart used to skip a beat

I used to feel your presence

But now i miss that love's essence

Maybe we don't get much time to chat

And I seriously miss that

But still I remember your talks often in a day

I still remember you in my busiest hour of my day

Maybe now I don't write much for you

But still my heart weaves words for you

Maybe I don't feel love from you anymore

But still I will love you selflessly even more

 

How can I just...

How can I just let you go

When, Every time I talk to you, my face starts to glow

And when you have become my poem's verse

Leaving writing those cannot cause me more worse

How can I just stop talking to you

When my love have so much for you grew

How can I just see you sad

When it seems to you that is good to put it all to end

It would not be just an end

But end of infinite feelings which were exchanged

End of my feelings for you, which will then become estranged

And an end of a heart which used to beat at a time

Like once a "poem" used to rhyme

In an era...

In an era full of variables
I will be constant in your all lives
Like a pole star shinning high up in air
I too will be always there

In an era full of hatred
My love for you will never fade
Like the sun spreading sunshine
I too will take care if you are fine

In an era where I love writing poems
I still love my poem ❤

You are my whole universe
You are the one who forms my poem's verse
I dont know how you make all bad things go away
The second you send me hey

I dont know how i get to see you
Whenever I close my eyes for a minute or a few
I dont know why my heart skips a beat
Whenever I see you near my house or at some street

Every time I talk to you, on my face a smile appear
You are the only reason of the smile which I wear
I want you to know that how precious you are
No not, for me but for my heart to be ...

Lost..

It's been more than a year I started liking you
But it's not been more than few minutes I stopped thinking of you
Not every person stays with you till the end
But I think you will,  as my best friend

I was a dreamer
For you were my dreams' wanderer
May be I expected them to come true
But they didnt as there were fault in our stars, not in me or you

It's not about moving on
But it's the love which made me towards you drawn
Which will still keep me at halt
To make me realise, maybe our stars didnt make fault...

Will you ever know?

Will you ever know?

The second I lie down in my bed

You start capturing my heart and head

How special for me you are

That even in darkest of night, you are my brightest star..

Will you ever know?

How people say to me that I am wasting my time

I say, loving you is the only thing which keeps me fine

They don’t know how precious you are for me

For me to be, for my heart to be..

Will you ever know?

That without you where I did be

And how you complete every part of me

It doesn’t hurt me anymore that you will never love me

And still I won’t get short of love for you just like water in the sea..

I want you to know..

I want you to know..

That how you make all bad things go away

The second you sent me a hey

How my heartbeats rise for you

Whenever I see you for a second or few

I want you to know..

That how much love for you has grew

Maybe, for just once we both can start something new

I want you to know how good it will be if we get together

I promise you that bond will break never

I want you to know..

Not all relationships distract

Maybe this one can turn into a life fact

A fact, that its worth giving a chance to one

To one, who could make you appreciate your decision...

I like

I like..
I like the way you express yourself in the form of writing
Manifesting your feelings that were hiding
I like..
The way you talk to me
Without knowing making me smile
I like..
The poems you write for me
Showing your feelings to be
I like..
Your sweetness which shows up your cuteness
You are different from others that i have met
Finding happiness in your merriment

                                                                            ~Kavita

Its hard..

And there is lot to be said
But my ink has stopped to bled
Its hard to control to talk to you
And much hard to just walk away from you

And i just want to say
That i may not be the one who provides you shade on a sunny day
But a star who twinkles every night
To see you smiling in the moonlight

Its hard to see my tears falling down
And much hard to see myself in your love drown
I feel like if i have been in your place
I could have ended up falling in love with myself again

I wish

I still wonder how easily i fall in love with you

How strongly my attraction towards you grew

How i have seen you in my dreams

And how i ended up seeing myself near your house streets

Was it your love or magic

That even losing you in my dreams was such a tragic

Was my love for you so strong

That despite of the truth, i have waited for so long

I just wonder how could I bear so much love for you

When all i know is , its just me loving you

Maybe....

Maybe, Our stars werent meant to be of same constellation
And I wasnt your favourite attraction
Maybe I failed somewhere to see that spark in your eyes
 I couldnt be the one who could make you smile

Maybe, I am losing myself day by day
In a hope that with me you will forever stay
I want to only thank you
For giving me a chance to love you

Maybe my tears dried
But my feelings for you never died
I am in no way blaming you
Because i know your best person is loved by you

I can see the sadness in your eyes

I can see how are you making your feelings hide

I know it hurts to accept it

Thus, accepting the truth with a guilt

I know how i said to move on

And only I know how it scares me

To leave you, even in darkest of my dreams

I just want you to forget it all

I just want to see you happy in all

I just want to say

That i may not be lover anymore

But a friend who will care more

She passed by me

With a beautiful smile

No less than a loaded missile

Those few minutes in which I get to see

As if i have seen my whole world in front of me

Only few minutes of seeing

But much hours of remembering

The moment I still adore

In a hope if our paths could intersect once more

If i could tell you

If i could tell you

How badly I love you

My whole world lies in you

How your single compliment brings a smile on my face

I just keep thinking about it for long days

If I could tell you

How often i remember you in a day

Just want to weave in words what my heart say

How my heart skips a beat when i see you

Its too difficult too sleep that night without thinking about you

If I could tell you

How it feels to accept it

That you don’t want to be mine

How you just don’t like me

When i have set the world with you in front of me

               

First time

The first time I saw you
You wont knew
You had my sight
Witheld by might
And then I saw your smile
Just looked like a loaded missile

I wondered why
If anytime
Will you walk?
Will you talk?
Beside me
For the first time

Asking you out
That weird shout
More than friends I said
But you refused breaking my heart bled
For the first time

But still i accept it
Anyhow still with a guilt
My first time...

Can i get it all back?

That constant hye-s
That , your beautiful smiles
That restless nights
Can i get it all back?

I know i messed it
I miss that long talks
Longing like adventurous walks
Can I get it all back?

I never imagined in my life
That all these will vanish
Like things that perish
But it happened
Unlike I imagined
Trying to grasp it all
I am just regretting my fall
And here i am
Missing you every moment fam!

I dont have more to speak
But just ..
Can i get it all back?

It hurts..

And sometimes i think how i have lost you
How we used to talk from midnight hour till morning dew
How it seems like ages since i have seen that spark in your eyes
How i have managed to see the hidden truth behind them which lies

How badly i miss your "hye"
But all i can do is just sigh
I wish if i could say you just last time
That how much it hurts me that you are no longer mine...