I wonder....

Sometimes I wonder
So you think of me?
Acknowledging my existence
In the world we see

Is your perspective
As same as mine?
Finding out time
From six to nine.

Seeing you beside
I forgot to speak
Jumbling my words
Too weak to speak

Is your situation
As same as mine?
Feeling like stuck
On a edge of pine...

It feels..

And may be its a pure attraction
I dont know how i can bear so much seperation

You dont know how i have lost my dreams
Its you everywhere , that all seems
I have lost my sensation
Just way to your heart will be the right direction

I dont know how it feels to think everytime about you
In a hope to just get a few metres close beside you
How I have managed to see a seperate fairy world with you in my dream
Where you "too" want to be my queen

For the last time..

And i wish if for the last time

Could we meet up

Could I just see that spark in your eyes

Where my whole world lies...

And I wish if for the last time

Could I hold your hand

And stare at stars in the night

Just all in our sight...

And I wish if for the last time

Could you just turn around

And i can see your smile

Drawing me close even from a mile...

And I wish if for the last time

Could I say it to you

That I want your smile forever

And if we could be together...

                                    ~Kartik

And sometimes

And sometimes

I think that where i failed to get your love bae

When i loved you to moon and back and you simply betray

I still dream of you at day and night

Imagining to see you from every sight

And sometimes

I think how i am so much attracted to you

And how you have never failed to make me close to you drew

How have I end up seeing you in my arms

Your beauty is it what makes me charms

And sometimes

I think how i have been broken up into pieces

And how i have managed to find you in that every piece  

And i have lost you in love as my friend

That i am afraid of losing myself every day in the end.....

 And if I could tell you

That how much i admire your beautiful sight

And how badly i miss you at the hour of midnight

How I have longed to write you for so long

And the way i have woven the words for you in a song

And if i could tell you

How good I feel beside you

Its like luckier than all the luckiest people who are for you

And i don’t call it a day

When i don’t get to see you my bae

If I could never get to say goodbye to you

And i want you to know that i never want to

  

Everytime i see you ,

Its strange that, how i find a part of myself in you

Its strange how fast my heart skips a beat as the closer you drew

And how difficult it is to sleep that night without thinking about you...

Everytime, i talk to you

Its strange that, how you get to feel my feelings

Its strange how your voice become one of my favourite song

And how difficult it is to add your voice to my heart’s playlist when you are gone...

Everytime, i think about you

Its strange that, how badly i am attracted to you, knowing i wont get love from you

Its strange how my pen itself bleed  feelings for you

And how difficult it is to stop loving you....

If I could tell you...

If I could tell you how infectious your love is
Dreaming of you day and night how badly your smile I miss
I want you to know how badly I love you
Its how I have close to you drew...

If I could tell you how much I admire your smile
Which attracts me even from a mile
I want you to know
How difficult it is to get eyes off it in a row...

If I could tell you how it is to be beside you
Just want you in my arms till morning dew
I want you to know
That I never want a goodbye from you....

Friends

Good friends? These are just words

With you I can cross biggest of the hurdles

You be too caring and good

Talking with you I get good mood

You twinkle in the night sky

And in a hope to see you, I aim high

`I follow your footsteps mark

And you help me to have a way through the dark

You set and rise everyday

But for me , you keep shining too in the darkest of the day

Be like that , just keep shinning

And in your darkest of times, just keep trying

If I could just...

If I could just tune the lyrics in your heart

The way my heart beats, beats so fast

Just want to play that one song

Till my love lasts long

If I could just see you in my lonely sky

But you come and just shy

Shy and fade into that dark night

And I fail to catch your beautiful sight

If I could just capture a moment with you

Capture in my heart, I will do

Will watch it as the loneliness grew

And the more closer to each other ,it will drew

If I could just stop drowning in your love

Tho, it’s your beauty I want to adore